i just chat with an old friend.. He is working already and plans to own his own bussiness by next year.. He is starting a entertaiment biz with his friends.. It sound cool you know? Im wondering when will I find my dreams? i realise i dont have any realistic kind of dreams.. Except wanting to play i cant think of anything i wanted to achieve in my life..
Maybe because i was brought up with everything i want and all the love i can get.. For some of my friends to gain good result is one of their aim but i have no urge to do so.. Its like just let it be, i dont really mind the results. I dont mind as long its above the average . I wont try my best to try and achieve the best or the highest although i know i can do it if i wanted to.
I wish i will be transported into a different kind of places to experience new kind of things where i will find what i want in life.. I wants to help people but i dont think im not that charitable enough.. I have a real life model who has been trying her best in her work and study.. I just feel amazed but i dont have any motivation to be just like her..
I am committing one of the sins which is sloth.. Lazy lazy lazy..
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I wish I had a dream too. but I think being a psychologist is slowly becoming one. and if it's a daydream, traveling europe would definitely be on the top of my list! and I'm excited that it's happening! you should explore diff things and find out what you love! oh, and talking about experiencing something new, there's this program that I wanted to tell you about. I shall tell you about it now :)
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