Bored monday or rather black monday for other people

IM bored........ although i have so many homework to be done but im still so lazy to get move on.. or u might say motivated. watch movie the whole day and done only a small part of my assignments. im still thinking to post a new post on criteria on my boyfriend but i havent thought of anything. because as you can see boyfriend comes and go, while husband stays forever thats why is is even harder to set criterias for a boyfriend. im feeling rather down. i think my friendship with a friend of mine is on the tip of an iceberg.. I hate uncertain things which is so bothersome.Should or should not i confront my friend to rebuild our friendship or just let it be to rot?? Last saturday i went to church with my friend and got to know a few more new friends which makes me quite happy. I feel like going to church makes me relaxed even when i have a lot of anxiety. What shock me the most is i sign up myself as a part time helper for the churh's sunday school.. The only thing i hated to go to church in KL is cause i need to wait for the bus.. WAITING irritates me the most.. But i guess i need to cultivate my patience. wuahaha....

Communication with non-verbal kids

Today i went for a workshop about communication with kids who have delayed speech. I found out that my first year of taking psychology is like a waste. I only studied for the sake of exams but not for the sake of understanding. I am Quite dissapointed with me . i realise a lot of teachers and parents with special kids always attend this kind of workshop in order to understand and help the kids while me as a future psychologist dont understand what i am studying up to now cause for the sake of passing wiht flying colours. Now i no longer care for my result ( well i do care) but not as much but to understand of what i am learning no matter how hard it is and how boring it can gets.I really admire those parents who attend the workshop because they want to help their kids more. I really love the teachers because they are willingly to learn to just to help their students eventhought they have no relationships in blood. I think nowadays not much teachers like these are left. The speaker her self is a speech therapist with 17 years of experience. But im kindda jealous with my coursemates... hahaha because they joined the universities's survey and tend to earn marks plus allowance. i which i could have allowance too... wuahahaha